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TRANSFORMING TRIGGERS

THE BLOODY TRUTH ABOUT MEETING YOUR DARKNESS

You feel it again. That familiar electric shock to your system.

Heart pounding. Mind racing. Body frozen or ready to fight.

Someone said something. Did something. And now you’re gone—hijacked by the past, dragged back into old wounds that never fully closed.

And you hate yourself for it.

“Why am I still like this? Why can’t I just get over it?”

Stop. Now.

Your triggers aren’t your weakness. They’re your war cry.

The places where your system screams the truth everyone else is too afraid to hear.

WHAT TRIGGERS REALLY ARE

Triggers aren’t problems to fix. They’re weapons waiting to be claimed.

When something in your present slams into an unhealed wound from your past, your body doesn’t politely suggest you might want to pay attention. It fucking detonates. It floods you with chemistry designed to keep you alive.

Your triggers’ intensity directly corresponds to how deeply you were wounded and how desperately your system needed to protect you. The worse the original trauma, the more violent the trigger.

You may recognize yourself here:

  • Your body becomes a war zone: heart racing, muscles locked, breath stolen

  • You fall into the same relationship hellscapes, over and over, wondering why you keep attracting the same monsters in different masks
  • Your emotions hijack you like a hostage situation, while you’re just a passenger watching yourself burn
  • You shut down completely, your consciousness fleeing the scene while your body stays behind
  • Ancient pain resurfaces like a corpse rising from dark water

How you face these triggers determines whether they keep you chained to your past or become the exact tools that carve your freedom.

WHY YOU STAY TRAPPED

Triggered is the opposite of choice. Of power. Of sovereignty. You remain triggered because your system hasn’t developed the capacity to do anything else.

Your body lacks the resources to process what lies beneath. AND THAT IS NOT YOUR FAULT.

Your nervous system has never experienced safety in a new response. It only knows the familiar patterns of chaos or collapse.

The fractured parts of you still haven’t received what they’re screaming for: Acknowledgment that what happened was real.

A TRUTH YOU WON’T HEAR ELSEWHERE

Changing patterns that are burned into your nervous system doesn’t happen in a weekend workshop or a positive affirmation away.

The reactions you can’t control have been reinforced for years—often to keep you alive. Of course this work feels impossible. Of course it takes time.

But you’re still here. Still fighting. Still showing up with your bloody knuckles and tear-stained face.

Healing isn’t about “doing the work” in some pristine meditation room. It’s about dragging yourself through life – working jobs, raising kids, maintaining relationships – while carrying the crushing weight of experiences that nearly destroyed you.

Before we go further, recognize this: You’re still standing.

After everything that tried to break you. After all the times you wanted to give up. You’re here. That’s not nothing. That’s fucking everything.

Now let’s tear apart the lies about triggering and reveal what actually works.

THE BRUTAL PATH THROUGH TRIGGERS

Transforming triggers means burning down everything you were taught about “getting better” and building something true from the ashes.

STAGE 1: CREATING FUCKING SPACE

Triggers feel like being possessed. Something else takes the wheel while you watch yourself spiral. The hardest truth about being triggered is that it feels like there is no choice. Your survival brain drives while your conscious mind sits helpless in the passenger seat.

Space is the first weapon you need. Not to “calm down” or “be positive,” but to create a crack in the automatic response where something new can emerge.

With space, you’re no longer completely devoured by the trigger. You can witness it rather than become it.

STAGE 2: MEETING YOUR DEMONS DIFFERENTLY

This is where most people fail. When triggered, we default to the same useless patterns that keep us locked in trauma cycles.

Probably like this shit:

Overthinking the fuck out of it…
“This means I’m permanently damaged.”
“This proves I’ll never change.”

Judging yourself mercilessly…
“This shouldn’t still happen.”
“I’m pathetic for feeling this way.”

Frantically trying to fix it…
“How do I make this stop now?”
“I need to figure this out immediately.”

Shaming yourself into oblivion…
“I’m so broken.”
“Everyone else has their shit together but me.”

Becoming the trigger…
“I am anxiety.”
“I am damaged goods.”
“I am unfixable.”

Every time you respond this way, you reinforce the trauma cycle, further locking the trigger deeper into your system.

What triggers actually need (read this multiple times):

  • Space to exist without your judgment or your desperate need to make them disappear
  • To be seen and acknowledged for what they are, not denied or prettied up
  • To be felt in the raw meat of your body, rather than dissected by your mind
  • To be understood as signals, not character flaws
  • To be met with regulation instead of more chaos

SMALL SHIFTS, LETHAL IMPACT

Healing doesn’t happen through force. It happens in the moments you show your system that something else is possible. These shifts aren’t Instagram-worthy. They’re unglamorous moments of raw courage. For example…

When triggered, giving the reaction three fucking seconds to exist without meaning-making, judging, analyzing, or trying to fix it. Just say “This is here” and let it breathe for a moment.

Getting curious about where the trigger lives in your body. If it’s too intense, step outside yourself and observe.

Moving your body when the weight threatens to crush you, instead of collapsing under it.

Reaching out when the isolation feels safer, instead of disappearing into yourself.

Saying “I don’t know” instead of pretending to have answers.

Choosing curiosity instead of condemnation: “Maybe this deserves to exist too.”

Acknowledging your needs, even when every instinct screams to abandon them.

These small rebellions begin to shift how you meet your triggers. And when you meet them differently, they transform from your prison to your power.

STAGE 3: CREATING NEW NEURAL PATHWAYS

Triggers don’t just need management. They need to be countered with experiences that show your body it’s capable of feeling something besides terror and pain.

If you only connect with your body when it’s screaming, you reinforce the idea that your body is just a vessel for suffering. To change this, you must engage with your body outside of crisis, building moments of connection that weren’t possible during trauma.

This isn’t about healing only when you’re falling apart. It’s about long-term revolution, allowing your system to discover that there’s more to existence than just surviving the next trigger.

Ways to forge new neural pathways:

  • Engage with your body in ways that feel alive, not just when you’re drowning in trauma.
  • Explore sensations beyond pain. Seek warmth, pleasure, strength, stillness, power.
  • Learn to experience your body as a weapon rather than just a wound.
  • Attune to your nervous system’s needs, not just when it’s in chaos, but as an ongoing relationship.
  • Notice moments of agency, power, or expansion and let yourself fully claim them.

When we only pay attention to ourselves in agony, we unconsciously reinforce the belief that we’re only worthy of care when we’re broken.

Healing includes giving ourselves attention in moments of strength, clarity, and growth, not just in moments when we’re bleeding out.

STAGE 4: HOLDING BOTH THE MONSTER AND THE MASTER

Unlearning the patterns burned into your nervous system takes time. This means allowing both the old and new to exist simultaneously.

The instinct to analyze and judge → alongside the new possibility of raw curiosity.

The reflex to react immediately → alongside the new experience of standing your ground.

The desperation to “fix” yourself → alongside the understanding that no immediate action is needed.

The pull toward self-contempt → alongside the unfamiliar practice of self-protection.

The automatic shutdown → alongside the courage to stay present for one more breath.

The belief that triggers mean you’re broken → alongside the truth that they are signals, not sentences.

At first, these new choices will feel like speaking a foreign language. But with repetition and brutal honesty, they will carve new pathways. And eventually, they’ll feel like coming home to yourself.

STAGE 5: FACING THE ROOT

Behind every trigger hides a deeper wound, a betrayal, or a survival adaptation. Understanding what’s being remembered or reenacted breaks the spell of reactivity.

Triggers aren’t random—they’re messengers pointing to:

  • Emotional wounds still bleeding beneath your conscious awareness
  • Nervous system patterns still locked in danger mode
  • Distortions in how you perceive safety, worth, or connection
  • Old trauma responses still running the show

The goal isn’t to manage the trigger—but to hunt down what lies beneath it.

The more you integrate the root, the less power the trigger holds over you.

THE BLOODY TRUTH

This process isn’t about becoming “healed” or “fixed.” It’s about becoming sovereign, reclaiming authority over your own experience.

Each small shift is an act of rebellion against everything that tried to break you. You are rewiring old patterns with presence, rage, and determination.

Your triggers aren’t proof you’re broken. They’re proof you survived something that should have killed you. And now they’re waiting to become the very weapons that will set you free.

Take them back. Make them yours. Turn what was meant to destroy you into what makes you unstoppable.

You decide your income (not your numbers)

I learned a long time ago that numbers (website hits, online followers, likes, comments and email subscribers) are such a teeny-tiny part of what determines my earning potential that I never look at them.

And on the rare occasion that I do look, I don’t really care what they are.

The way I see it…

Income and impact are completely and totally unlimited. Meaning, nothing will determine how much you make or how many people you help except YOUR BELIEF and your action.

I have about a million examples of this in my own life. For the sake of brevity, I’ll give you one:

My first launch, many moons ago, I hired the marketing team and the FB ads experts and opened a Facebook group and did all the things.

I had no idea what typical sales percentages were, how many people bought from a big launch, etc. And I liked it that way.

I knew what I wanted to make and I knew I would show up powerfully for whoever joined.

So I did the thing.

For 6 weeks, I showed up and gave it my all. I let the ads people monitor costs per click and the marketing people deal with ad copy. My only job was to stay aligned to my goal and help people.

When we closed the launch, I made $500K profit. Not bad for my very first launch. I was stoked.

But then the team sat me down and said something that I will never forget…

“You don’t understand, Becky. The sales rate for your industry is only about 2.5%. You just closed 18%. How did you do that?”

My answer then is the same as it is now.

Numbers, industry standards, averages and formulas don’t mean shit.

The only metric I care about is my level of belief in myself and my work, and my commitment to showing up to help people.

You get what you expect.

And then I told them to never again share their numbers with me – because I don’t want to know what a “typical” launch looks like. That’s none of my business.

In fact, the less I know about foolish rules or typical outcomes, the better off I am. I don’t want that shit in my head, limiting my ability.

I decide my results. Period.

Now listen, that launch made me a fuck ton of money. And it brought in 250 new souls to my business. It was magical.

But what I remember most about it was that I didn’t know the fucking rules, which meant I didn’t have to follow them.

The same thing has applied to my ENTIRE career.

When I was a 35 year old agoraphobic with two small kids, piecing together a blog and eventually a website, I had no idea what the fuck I was doing.

Then I sat my ass in front of my computer and wrote on that blog every day, connecting with people all over the world, eventually growing a writing coach business.

I googled things. I watched YouTube videos. I played with Twitter to get traffic.

I had a feeling that maybe – just maybe – I was doing something that was going to help a whole lot of people.

I did it myself.

A lot of times, it was the hard way.

But I always did it before I was ready, before I had any clue what the “rules” or expectations were, before I had too much time to think about it.

(Irony: My blog was called “ThinkingTooHard,” a practice that made me anxious AF, before I bought the domain rebeccatdickson.com and opened up the biz.)

The point is I did the shit. I did it scared. I did it uncertain.

But I DID IT.

I use the same domain name today – but with an awesome design and great photos because I can now afford to pay the pros for that stuff.

This isn’t about who builds your website. This is about doing things when you’re scared… Even if you don’t know what may happen, or you’re not sure why you feel pulled to run this damn business at all.

It’s also about letting things add up.

Over 16 years, I have no earthly clue how many followers I have across social media, how many email subscribers, or how many website hits.

But I do know this: They only add up if I keep going. And they add up faster the further I go, too.

  • Things that took five years now take one year.
  • Things that took one year now take one month.
  • Things that used to take me a month, I can now do in a day.

Start before you’re ready and watch it add up.

Or sit around thinking about it some more and multiple it by zero. (Which gets you more zeros, for those who struggle with math.)

Your next wild idea that makes no sense and freaks you out?

The program that keeps pulling you to create, and scares the shit out of you?

The new niche? The new income goal? The new partnership?

MOVE.

You will figure it out as you go.

This is what we free spirits do. We follow our REALLY BIG hearts. We trust our purpose. We lean the fuck in when others are too afraid to trust themselves.

And then we make magic.

You really can do this.

Here’s the deal:

I believe I was put on this planet to help women who want to help others make a difference (and make money).

The world is full of incredible, gifted women who want to make a difference in the world. Some of them feel guilty for wanting what they want or are confused about how to get it.

They often have a hard time believing in themselves and their work.

They feel stuck around how to start, how to attract clients, sell offers, earn what they deserve, and run a REAL business.

It’s my job to help you with all of that.

There is nothing wrong with you for being over your mediocre results.

There is nothing wrong with wanting to make a massive impact, and earn an income to match.

One of the things that is different about me and my work is that I understand the practical and the energetic.

I understand the internal work of healing the past, removing limiting beliefs, clearing space for what you want most and taking the right actions.

I know how to guide you through all of that.

I’m not your average business woman.

Need help? Reach out. You can get me directly via becky(at)rebeccatdickson(dot)com.